We (three of us) are headed out to the east coast to share songs across the country we are in desperate need of places to stay while on the great highway for we will have no money for hotels and such things, if there are any kind folks out there with whom we could lay our heads it would be overly appreciated we will be playing in the following cities:


Atlanta, GA (8/1)
Birmingham, AL (8/2)
Nashville, TN (8/3, 8/4)
Tampa, FL (8/7)
West Palm Beach, FL (8/8)
Jacksonville, FL (8/9)
Orland, FL (8/10)
Charlotte, NC (8/11)
Washington DC (8/13)
Charlottesville, VA (8/14)
New York, NY (8/15)
Burlington, VT (8/16)
Philadelphia, PA (8/17)
Pittsburgh, PA (8/18)
Dayton, OH (8/20)
Grand Rapids, MI (8/23)

there will be more shows stretching back home (westward) hopefully through Missouri, NE, and Colorado..if you could reach a helping hand in any of the stated dates it would help out very much, please just send me a message so that we might be able to make plans accordingly.

love,
sincere,

joshua

(Fire for what?)
i dunno..
(Are you upset?)
Yes.... but...
i dunno.. i can't really explain why.
(Is it...)
i dunno what it is... but upset..
not for a broken leg, or should i say shattered fibula.. or is it?
(cursed a god?)
yes probably.
actually surely.
i did..
cursed a god that is.

it shouldn't have happened... not to him.
not like that. not ever.
(are you remorseful?)
no, not really.
bored sometimes, but not that. more upset.
not quite depressed, if i could explain, or engage in what...
maybe..what it..
it could be...
i might not. but i might.

(yes... i understand)
no .
no .
no .
you don't thats just it.
i don't you don't we can't
(so... why move on?)
with?
with what?
(with melody..with trying, with everything i guess)

it's supposed.
posed for me already. posed for you to.
funny isn't it?

how it is supposed to keep itself on.?
moving?
breathing?
living?
working?
singing?
trying?
writing?

THINKING?
i could've stopped. by now..

fromit.
from this.
fromyou.

won't though.
CAN"T wont..
willn't wouldn't tried not to .
but shouldn't.

i should just go lay down and sleep.
away
away this feeling. fluttered. flustered.
(frightened?)
no not really.
just tired.
(alone?)

sometimes.
alot of times.
most of times.
i wished it though.
but i wish it away.. now
(don't you?)
Don't you?!

can't live up ..
to this. to what it is i think.
or try to think.
or imagine or try to imagine.
foooorrr
for got.
for got in
forgotten..
forgotin.
(you aren't either though are you?)
no
not up till now.
anymore.

don't read this.
(don't you either.)

(give it away)
to whom?
(to him!)
him?
(yes him!)
can't
won't...shouldn't well. should i suppose.
there
it is again. supposed to..
supposed
sup oposition.
opposition.
supposition.
supper.

ah forget it.
it's not coming out right anyhow.

howl.
how.
howl.

j.